I am nothing else but my own conscious existence.
What I'm aware of my existence are only absurdity and nothingness.
"The absurd is the essential concept and the first truth." -- Albert
Camus
"I am my own existence, but my existence is a nothingness. I live then
without anything to structure my being and my world, and I am looking into
emptiness and the void, hovering over the abyss in fear and trembling and
living the life of dread." -- Søren Kierkegaard